im really annoyed with xanga right now.... i feel pressured to keep doing it and i really dont want to... lets all quit together.... our last xanga day is friday, ok? that gives everyone time to read this and quit with me... (everyone is actually only us 6, ya know? oh wait, 5, cuz hannah sucks at having xanga)

ok.

YEA!!!!!!!! WE LOVE THE BEACH SO MUCH!!!!!! good thing we all got tan, huh? actually my nose kinda hurts cuz i think it got burnt...

we opened our pool and i thought itd be REAL cold , but i have to say the lake was MUCH MUCH colder.... but i liked it somehow... me and shannon rock at jumping off the pier... and bonding with jordan and matt H. lol.... random fat ass...

so we all got ready for dinner in a parking lot at some random hope college apartments... lol... i love it... so this is me and jamie all sun-kissed and ready for 84th st. east... or whatever it was.... i liked those endless fries ya' know

ok... im already excited for our next adventure to the beach.... i love the beach so much.... i decided its my fav. place on earth....

too bad hannah gets "miserable" when shes outside for too long, huh? lol... SO DRAMATIC!

summertime jams. this is my collection of jams... for the summer. cuz i love to jam. we love summer cuz its so fun. we love summer, its just begun! we like to cruise with our jams loud. in the summer of course. everyone celebrate cuz summertime is here. its the best days of our lives

HA! that the awesome circular poem that jamie wrote on our summertime jams cd... very creative, huh?

but its true, ya know? cuz we love summer! and i love it so much!!! and i would marry it if it was a man... lol... and i wouldnt get sick of it, and want a divorce or anything and we would be rich... becuz of all the sun rays we would get...

i just really like summer and my friends and the sun and the beach and the fun-ness that i have in the summer with my friends, laying in the sun at the beach.

how does everyone feel about this GIANT watermelon? i like it... i wanna eat it... cuz watermelons remind me of summertime fun... and that kind of fun is the best kind out there... man, i hate school... i never wanna go back and i never even wanna hear the word again! it is poison to my body...

it is almost 8 oclock and i have not had dinner yet... i have alot of hunger and im beginning to be crabby and not happy.... we're gonna have chicken though, so thats good... just plain chicken.. lol.. not really... prolly not plain chicken.. but good chicken... like BBQ chicken...or terriyaki chicken... or chicken and rice... wow... i dont know what kind of chicken we are having... i dont really care... im sure no one else cares either...

im done. and i love all my friends... cuz they are DA BOMB!!! lol....

here i sit... by myself... contemplating what i should do to entertain myself on this rainy friday night... one things for sure... i wont be spending any quality time with my friends... suck fest, huh? i decided i was going to go shopping... get a mothers day gift, and then purchase something AWESOME for myself... my first problem with that option is that i dont know what to buy.. cuz there are just so many things that i want.. but i dont have enough money for all of them... so i have to choose what i would want to buy... thats just really tough.... PLUS... i was supposed to get my check today and i didnt.... wow... this night sucks...

maybe ill go see a movie... JUST MY LUCK... prolly... that looks real good...

so on monday... we will find out if i am a cheerleader or not.. ive decided to accept the fact that i could possibly be a stereotypical cheerleader-high, blonde ponytail and all... and i think im pretty good at that nasty perky smile, ya know? lol... WOW... thats all i have to say about that situation... (wow... in a "im shocked that i even considered cheerleading and im shocked that it could take over my life" way.... ) i just have to keep reminding myself that its just COMPETITIVE...so no one at my school has to witness me cheering... lol... that would be tragic... but im pretty excited.. i think it will be fun....